How are you?: Archive

Officially...

Can’t sleep. Current mood: bothered

Jan 2nd

5 tags

if there's one thing i hate...

i hate being ignored and feeling like i don’t matter.

Dec 31st

1 note

4 tags

so yeah hey... FUCK YOU!

Dec 29th

8 tags

Dec 26th

So down and out...

I’m feeling like I’m crying out for help or attention or something. I can’t even begin to explain how depressed, I can’t keep fighting these tears.

Dec 25th

Lonely and depressed

Christmas eve… I’m lonely, depressed, hungry. I’m feeling pretty damn pathetic right about now. I’m not even sure I want to do the family thing tonight. I feel like I need something, or someone, or idk. I just need comfort. I want to feel lived because I’m not feeling it. Not in the spirit at all

Dec 24th

4 tags

Dec 24th

Just think about it

I really wish you’d think about how you talk to me

Dec 22nd

I'm tired...

I’m tired of you treating me like that. Be upset, be frustrated or be mad but it doesn’t mean it’s ok for you to continue talking to me like that. You don’t want me disrespecting you in that way and I don’t appreciate it either. I’m starting to feel like I take too many hits

Dec 21st

This is not ok anymore

I’m over running late

Dec 18th

11 tags

I'm literally on the verge of tears...

Damn, I hate being that sensitive guy. The guy who is way too engulfed with his feelings and emotions. This burst of dysphoria is making everything even more difficult. This mood swing is taking over and I can’t help but feel like this frustration is doing nothing more but growing at a very rapid rate. I’m feeling like I’m disregarded. I’m feeling like I don’t...

Dec 3rd

8 tags

I realized I am changing and I am getting...

Hanging out yesterday, I realized I am changing. Its still a process but I am changing. Through my actions and reactions I know things are different. and NO, it isn’t a temporary fix. Its real, its legit, and its permanent. please don’t question my ability to change and be better. because I’m doing it. doing it for me, for you, and for us.

Nov 22nd

5 tags

posted this back in September.

If I want you to know, I’ll tell you. If I want to be alone, leave me be. Please, Don’t ask questions, don’t make assumptions, and don’t be upset. I’m going to do me and when I’m ready to share it with the world, I will. Until then, I don’t need any distractions. Thank You.

Nov 21st

5 tags

Nov 21st

10 tags

November 20, 2011 @8:42 pm; Empresso Coffee Shop

It would be easy to answer the question, “How are you?” or “How’ve you been?” The quick and over used answer would be “I’m good” or ” I’m doing fine.” But how much truth would be behind it? None? or maybe just a bit. It could even be a way to hide the true feelings [about your life] or to divert someone’s interest on how you...

Nov 21st